will it be the same?

okay,i admit i am a loser.

at first,i tot i could gt over it,

but now then i realise it seems impossible...

i tried to adapt to it,i tried to convince myself,but nth works!!!

my heart just cnt accept the fact that it would never be the same again...

i dislyk politics,and yet i hear them everyday...

i love peace,but i cnt find peace around me..

who can duplicate of them....

i want my memorable memories to be presence,

but i am sure it would not happen,cuz i cnt rewind the time.

if i have a chance to choose again,will i choose the same old path?

for the sake of my brother or myself?

i tot it would remain the same,but everything has changed..

the conversation,the life,....

everything just seems so different..

ppl told me to give urself n ur surroundings a chance..

but i just cnt forgt the past.

i might seem happy..

but it was all an act..

i noe studies is pirority,

but my friends are as important as studies.

does anybody in this world sell a potent that cn either rewind the time or brain wash me?

I WANT TO BE PLACED BACK IN THE FAMILIER PLACE AGAIN!! :(